First post on Christmas day

Why the bloody hell am I doing here at 1am on Christmas Day? I would have been out playing right now no? Or at least having a companion warming up the bed beside me? Well sadly I just had a minor surgery yesterday (that's why I said Christmas was cancelled, at least for me) So no bangs no notti things for moi. For a while. I was damn scared actually. What if the surgery failed? I was awake when the doc inserted 10cm of the thick 18cm needle in. Hmmmm and I have been injected with epidural. Does that make me experience a little bit of childbirth? Heh. :) Then again the epidural for labour uses a thinner needle. Freaking thick 10cm down my spine. I was really scared. ................. Anyway all is well I hope. My morphine base pain killer is working. Gonna get knocked out now. Enjoy the good times for me. Whether it is notti or nice, better if it is notti AND nice. Cheers and love, B