Been called a wuss :P
Perhaps I was, in times of confusion and desperation.
You were a much needed sense of comfort and dependancy for the months that we had. Having you to share my deepest secrets that perhaps noone knows, was a solace.
The need to cling on to the asylum was far too immerse. Weakness in human behaviour I reckoned.
Everyone (almost) goes through this helpless state once in a while.
Settled some life changing issues.
I do not seek closure nor why as of right now, but a direction to fulfill and explore my current business potential.
Never once am I bitter about things, never will. If you ask me right now if it is merely a limerence, my answer is NO. I trust my gut feeling and there was a space inside me that was never filled. you might (probably not) asked why only now, the truth is that there hasn't been any before that warms this empty space.
This friendship is not a debt and we don't owe each other anything. I am happy to give as much as I have received. I seek nothing more but to share your happy quirky moments, though I will never be able to be a listening ear in troubled times.
Out of your sight and mind I may be, but if even there is a tiny weeny bit of the good memories. I will still be here :)
Hey I am not settling for second best. But you will always be in that little space ...till someone comes along.
Somehow (I might be wrong) I have a feeling that our paths will cross once again in this time and space predefined.
Enjoy the year that is gonna pass by soon. No one is gonna spoil that.
*PS My heart papitates and eyes still wandered off when I see a white Estima drives by :)
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