Back!

I am back :)

I am a Stalker :P

Would you label a person as stalker when he messages out of concern?

I have just been branded a Stalker!!...muahhahahaha

Personally, I keep tons of things to myself. The burden is heavy but I plod on.

Being pesky is the least thing that I wanna be. NOT my Style...Ever.

I admit to reading of her tweets and blogs occasionally, but heck, blog and tweets are really in the public.

When you leave so much of digital traces of yourself, it really does link it back to you. So beware..heh

You are my ghost as much as I am yours. Sinks...

It is 5 in the morning. I have brought my two bitches up on the bed. One sleeping in my foot and the other's smelly butt in my face. I am getting a little more allergic to their fur as I grow older. Sigh. Went to get myself a double quarter pounder today at nex. Just to pamper my craving for a burger. Got myself excited seeing the hoarding board for burger king at nex. I would be glad to customise a triple whopper like the one I had in Germany. Thought I had a pretty happy little surprise for the day. Then all hell breaks loose. :( I blame myself for being observant in details. It is an occupational hazard. I can glance ard and pick up objects of interest (or things that I know that ppl I care about like) in a matter of seconds. A series of gor juss print bag, just like one of those harrods bag. A small collection. Damn, the floodgate of thoughts opens and rushes back. It was just absurd, I got so bloody excited that I think I actually blushed, but it tore me apart knowing that I will not be able to give it to you. And here I am at 5 in the morning, thinking of how to pack the bag up with presents to give to you. I linger along the boundaries of (in)sanity, only to realise that your shadow lurks behind mine as I tries to be yours. I failed myself. :( B

First post on Christmas day

Why the bloody hell am I doing here at 1am on Christmas Day? I would have been out playing right now no? Or at least having a companion warming up the bed beside me? Well sadly I just had a minor surgery yesterday (that's why I said Christmas was cancelled, at least for me) So no bangs no notti things for moi. For a while. I was damn scared actually. What if the surgery failed? I was awake when the doc inserted 10cm of the thick 18cm needle in. Hmmmm and I have been injected with epidural. Does that make me experience a little bit of childbirth? Heh. :) Then again the epidural for labour uses a thinner needle. Freaking thick 10cm down my spine. I was really scared. ................. Anyway all is well I hope. My morphine base pain killer is working. Gonna get knocked out now. Enjoy the good times for me. Whether it is notti or nice, better if it is notti AND nice. Cheers and love, B

Happy Holidays ppl !

Been a roller coaster ride this year.

Had some good times and mainly bad.

But gonna spend some nice quiet time with my two lovely dogs over the holiday season.

No bangs no fireworks. Just a quiet time to read my books and watch some telly.

For all that are having a good time, enjoy yourself to the max. Have a blast, just don't mess up the place :P

Happy holidays!

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Did I tell you that Christmas is cancelled?!?!!?

Cos YOU told him that you have been good...........and he died laughing....

:)

Random Rantings

Who is the first person that comes to mind when you walk around for gifts this holiday season?

I braved the crowds on Sat and Sun through Orchard road. Finding myself increasingly annoyed with the crowd.

Nothing seems nice and special.

Except for a Lelo that pops into my mind.

I don't think that you will need it but it is still a thought. :)

Bought myself a new desktop, got really pissed at the salesman, bloody low EQ.

Blasted him till he dared not looked me in the eyes.

Have a wonderful Christmas ppl. May your wishes come through.

Love,
B

Griffin and Sabine

I was so happy that I found my long lost collection while doing mindless cleaning in the middle of the night.

Have anyone read this?

It is a trilogy of two souls connecting through postcards and letters.

I will not say anything more. Just read it.

My collection comes in actual envelopes and individual postcards + letters.

I love the illustrations and the words exchanged.

Perhaps I am Griffin......Sabine. Looking for the unattainable.

Enjoy it if you had not read it :)

Love,
B